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[Mar. 12th, 2006|11:38 am] |
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Im starting over again my new lj is boondock_mama i have no interest in writing this entry |
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| best years of our lives |
[Feb. 7th, 2006|09:46 pm] |
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| | animal collective | ] |
i was all pumped to do my homework yesterday till i got home and sean asked me to be in his video. i was to play an old man.
this is what i ended up looking like
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[Jan. 17th, 2006|03:58 am] |
i cant sleep so ive been watching the chronic of narnia on repeat
yeah son
this is me drunk on prom night wearing the shirt i bought in england with my dad when we were drunk together im past out in the photo but i still managed to smile at my friend ryan
an afterthought i was looking back on this entry and noticed it says 0 trans fat in the foreground AWESOME now look back and notice this for real |
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| copy and paste |
[Nov. 14th, 2005|04:39 pm] |
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| | better | ] |
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| | daft punk - around the world | ] |
art history
sleep has become a commodity and i guess thats really good cos even though sometimes im bewildered due to being tired for the most part im always on the go and im getting more interested in doing my work well. i feel like i took a break from giving a shit and now im caring more than i did without forcing myself im sketching more and getting ideas and i guess thats the whole point of being here.
thursday night jen kendall sean bekka and i went to a hip hop show to see a band called the heiruspecs they were hella good just because you could really see how passionate they were about what they were doing it and they weren't trying to show it off or be cheesy about it they were just really enjoying it. it was also nice to go with some friends who dont have a stick up their ass about having fun and dancing.
The opening band was a all white-boy band that had a somewhat jazz-y feel and it was awesome cos the keyboardist looked like joey fatone from 'nsync and i imagine they could have similar personalities, favorite foods, and girlfriends.
i also started teaching myself to use photo shop and it makes me miss mspaint and how you could do so much with so little(so awesome). Today sean told me i say "oh shit" a lot and i was hoping that the robot jen and i are making to have all the mannerisms of our friends could say "oh shit" like me. and have brown hair.
i realized last night that i constantly create these places of comfort in my head and everytime i feel bad or upset i just start imagining them and feel so much better. for about a year me and matt would talk about this farm we'd have in ohio and how we'd wear old boots and sleep on a row boat on a lake and on the roof of the old shed and have old dogs running around and we'd invite anyone who wanted to stay as long as theyd like and we'd bake pies in huge cast iron pie skillets and just live really relaxed.
now im into this whole idea of living in swank italy or greece and wear all black and sit on topless beaches and meet exotic people and have long bread with olives and oil and just be carefree and get lost amongst exotic superficial people and paint in secret and wear actual pajamas versus sweat pants and tshirts and moisturize and shower and bathe with lemon slices and wear sunglasses and eat gelatto and just become a real rotten person and return home after a year or more and just take the good things and leave behind all the toxic things.
a short story:
the man was old and he had known this for quite sometime.
yet this did not phase him he continued his routine everyday.
the children loved his stories and taffies he never ran out of either.
for some reason on march 23, he did not feel like getting up.
instead he just lay there and died.
this is my favorite photo from college
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| FACEBOOK MORE LIKE TURDBOOK |
[Nov. 7th, 2005|06:23 pm] |
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| | what the fuck | ] |
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| | hey jude | ] |
so im trying to make this facebook thing but its turned exactly into what i thought it would be. i never had a myspace cos i dont really want to care about how many comments i getand is my profile satsfactory? do i come off witty? but really dylans comming over so i dont need to stress over the fact that tom has more friends than me
WHAT IS THIS ENTRY? |
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[Nov. 6th, 2005|11:47 pm] |
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| |  CRUSHING AND GOSSIPING | ] |
| [ | music |
| | blonde redhead - astroboy | ] |
i wish i could hang out with jr high kids all day. they get all excited the kind of excited i want to get over really stupid things. most of the time im just figuring out ways to make things feel like 7th grade. like GOSSIP and CRUSHES. we talk about these things like weve grown up and moved on or matured or soemthing. but i want to stay up all night with my friends wasting all my minutes wondering if his hand brushing mine when he trampled me with his bike means something. am i going through a quarter-life crisis? |
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| college in 1999 |
[Nov. 5th, 2005|12:10 pm] |
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| | Sex Museum! | ] |
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| | Aqua - candy man | ] |
the past few weeks dont even feel like theyve been here
everyones cool but i dont think i have the same vibe as anyone else
people around here when they dont have money for the subway ask for change but they absolutely insist theyre not homeless as if its such a bad thing theyll do anything to make you believe they arent which isnt really necessary i feel like
last night i went to my very first book release it was lots of fun
i went with this kid Chris who didnt bother with the intense get to know you crap
it was all topical and nice
when you leave jersey you realize how not jersey everyone else is
i feel like im always on missions to do something seosonal and take advantage of the weather and fall and everything in general before winter but i feel like its also really shallow too.
sometimes i dont know if i shouldkeep hanging out with the kids i hang out with? |
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| What's in a name? That which we call an asshole by any other name would smell as sweet? |
[Sep. 19th, 2005|06:07 pm] |
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| | Come on ride the train | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Polaris - Hey Sandy | ] |
I dont really like any of the kids in my class so remembering their names turns into a real chore so i've come up with a system i memorize their first initial and call them that followed by train for instance someone named brendan would be called b-train. BUT LIMOR! youll say WHAT IF THERES TWO PEOPLE WITH THE SAME FIRST INITIAL? easy! the second person would get block so brenda gets b-block. |
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| why delight when you can b-lite |
[Sep. 15th, 2005|01:21 pm] |
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| | fuck that | ] |
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| | the police - so lonely | ] |
yesterday some kid kendal came over he was sitting on my bed and casually started huffing on my rubber cement(perfect thats what its there for!). he left and mark tried to tell me i never do the dishes but he never lets me so fuck that i went to the neighbor dylans house for none AA activities. i brought over b-lite and dylan fel inlove! dylans one of those people who keeps talking over things he gets excited about like playing bartender hell do it all night and in voices and goes out to buy salted peanuts to make it authentic. He also likes doing voices of other people nont to make fun of them just to give you more insight as t what they sound like. after dylan getting drizzle we watched b-lite and expectedly dylan fell inlove. if b-lite was jesus i'd be an apostle |
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| Thats Disgusting |
[Sep. 13th, 2005|12:06 pm] |
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| | Bring it | ] |
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| | Joanna Newsom- peach plum pear | ] |
the worst come back ever has to be "thats disgusting" I'm disgusted by those words. during class fire crotch(i dont know his name but i do know the color of his pubes life is funny like that) and i were dissing eachother and he got a little creative and i thought this is going somewhere good and offensive. When i told him his grandpa sucks dicks in hell he was frantic for something to say and out came those two words; it was like a slow-mo close up in a movie when a 5 yr old white kid suddenly sounds like james earl jones "THATS DISGUSTING" wtf? WHO SAYS THAT? i cant wait to tell mike cos hes one of my friends who can share my excitement over insignificant shit he gets just as intense as i do. Fuck the bigger picture and fuck "thats disgusting" we're dissing eachother thats the point |
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| college taught me to start updating livejournal again |
[Sep. 1st, 2005|10:37 pm] |
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| | porch monkey | ] |
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| | lita ford- kiss me deadly | ] |
i was walking home from school when i swear i saw the ghost of jon wessels hopping a fence and running off. i instantly thought he was running to piss someone off with some white power preachings but then i wondered what the hell is jon wessels doing in brooklyn? building huge salads for old men with lettuce fetish? |
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| Carnal is an awesome word |
[Jun. 2nd, 2005|10:40 am] |
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| |  menstruation RoCkS | ] |
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| | outkast- rosa parks | ] |
I ordered the book modern primitives from a bookstore because it turned out to be the easiest way to obtain it. its all about people who modify themselves because they have what they describe to be a primitive urge to do so that sounds awesome to me to have a primitive instinct and just go with it. it sort of reminds me of all these times ive had kick ass ideas and just went with them and how fab it turns out to be just because it was a baisic urge and there was no thought process involved. thinking is awesome and i love when people are constantly thinking and theyre mind is a collage of thoughts but the thought of having no idea just an urge and going with it seems just as fantastic.
primitive urges like punching someone because they made you genuinely mad even though you have lots of love for them is awesome
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| spring break 2k5 |
[Apr. 24th, 2005|06:14 pm] |
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so far i havent gone a full day without getting drunk. its always with one of my cousins no less. no wonder my dad thinks im an asshole |
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[Dec. 25th, 2004|09:56 am] |
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The best thing about the end of MAKEOUTFEST2k4 is the beginning of MAKEOUTFEST2k5 |
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| yeah im going to pretend like ive havent been neglecting my lj duties |
[Apr. 24th, 2004|03:09 pm] |
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| | UGLY KID CRYING | ] |
today it being the nice day that its was i went for a bike ride and decided i needed to be appropriately dressed which meant a yellow picnic blanket print dress it has wings comming off my boobs and little white buttons purple nail polish dirty bottoms of the feet and lots of eye make up(this story gets good) so i was laying around eating a grape pop ice(to match my toe nails) when i started hearing moans and groans from a little persons mouth. right away i knew it was the ugly kid my neighbors keep locked away in ther basement. I dont know if they were letting him out for air or whatever but there i was listening to his wails. I ran outside as fast as you can say "ed norton is hot" and say the mom yelling at what we'll call "it" just to be assholes. "it" was wearing an orange shirt. FINALLY! confirmation the ugly kid exists |
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[Feb. 19th, 2004|04:45 pm] |
for the past half hour my grandma has been yelling for adam she knows hes not home but she keeps yelling his name over and over and i have to wonder why no one tells her shes a cow sometimes
this past half week we had no school during all this extra time i made some ( earrings )
i dont really plan on wearing them so much so if you'd like a pair i'd gladly give you/ mail you a pair
today we did have school though and in the library i found some information about rosacea its this skin disease ive been reading about a lot i take photo of people who have it and paint it because they have really nice reds in their skin i think if i had to choose to have any skin disease rosacea might be at the top of my list sometimes the men who get it get another disease from it which makes their noses look misshappen aldonna and me were talking about it last week and i thought it was one of our better conversations considering we've known eachother three years and have spoken about 7 times
in history when mr pasciuto kneeled down to answer my question im fairly certain he wanted to ask me to marry him but couldnt because that would be inappropriate
the alter's take showers (not together or often)
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| on singing and divas |
[Feb. 13th, 2004|10:44 pm] |
recently i started singing to my mom here and there. i usually sang whatever we were listening to. the singing became an obsession. i sing songs that i consider classic(bonnie tyler, prince, ah ha, david bowie) i can tell shes getting really annoyed and not wanting to say anything. tonight my dad an i teamed up for what i thought was an excellent rendition of "under pressure" by queen. im pretty sure soon well need to get diva dresses and do this whole sing to mom thing right
my dreams recently are all about cannibals and one dream i had taught me the secret to keeping hungry man-eaters away (if your not in the mood to get eaten that is) the solution to any cannibal related situation is a combination of salt and lemons(also a good replacement for soap) what you do with this high sodium/acid mixture is corner your cannibal and throw it at them its not really a nice gesture but it works you might be thinking this was a dream and it doesnt work in "real life" but im convinced
example |
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| murder mystery |
[Jan. 22nd, 2004|05:53 pm] |
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| | fuck chemistry | ] |
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| | ELP karn evil 9 | ] |
today mr hughes showed me his forensics website little did i know that i was about to find myself uncovering my very own mystery, when i got home my brother started yelling about blood and chunks in the backyard. being the good detective that i am i brought a camera along
( evidence ) |
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